02
21
2012
"i miss you so much Hayley, its almost been a year, but its still so fresh in my mind. i think of you all the time, of that last day in brighton, with you and aaron. we were going to have a movie day soon.
you were the reason i got to see my best friend more, no one else could ever persuade him to come down, but you, so hardheaded and stubborn, managed to do it. he really loved you, so much, you truly meant the world to him, and to all of us.
and even though i know you’ll never get to read this, writing to you, i hope, will help me start to deal with this.
i’ve tried to be strong for you, for aaron, for johnny, and for myself, cause you knew how much i hated letting my guard down, but its been nearly 365 days of it, and im just not strong enough to keep faking this. not anymore. i love you so much, and maybe i’ll see you tonight."
you were the reason i got to see my best friend more, no one else could ever persuade him to come down, but you, so hardheaded and stubborn, managed to do it. he really loved you, so much, you truly meant the world to him, and to all of us.
and even though i know you’ll never get to read this, writing to you, i hope, will help me start to deal with this.
i’ve tried to be strong for you, for aaron, for johnny, and for myself, cause you knew how much i hated letting my guard down, but its been nearly 365 days of it, and im just not strong enough to keep faking this. not anymore. i love you so much, and maybe i’ll see you tonight."
I texted you tonight, I dont know how else to tell you these things.
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About Me
Matty B.
Music Promotions and Hayley... Single, and I will probably remain that way for a long time. Love means nothing if you're not happy with yourself. I love: The 69 Eyes, Avenged Sevenfold, Bury Tomorrow, My Chemical Romance, Fearless Vampire Killers, Evarose, My Passion, Bacon, and Tea (milk&twosugars).
Favorite Quote
“Don’t ask what the world needs. Ask what makes you come alive, and go do it. Because what the world needs is people who have come alive.”
-Howard Thurman
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